A
story you will long remember . . . . .
Father
John Powell, professor at Loyola University in Chicago, writes
about
a student in his Theology of Faith class named Tommy.
Some
twelve years ago, I stood watching my university students file
into
the classroom for our first session in the Theology of Faith.
That
was the day I first saw Tommy. My eyes and my mind both blinked..
He
was combing his long flaxen hair, which hung six inches below his
shoulders.
It was the first time I had ever seen a boy with hair that
long.
I guess it was just coming into fashion then. I know in my mind
that
it isn't what's on your head but what's in it that counts; but on
that
day I was unprepared and my emotions flipped. I immediately filed
Tommy
under 'S' for strange...very strange.
Tommy
turned out to be the 'atheist in residence' in my Theology of
Faith
course. He constantly objected to, smirked at, or whined about
the
possibility of an unconditionally loving Father/***. We lived
with
each other in relative peace for one semester, although I
admit
he was for me at times a serious pain in the back pew.
When
he came up at the *** of the course to turn in his final exam,
he
asked in a cynical tone, 'Do you think I'll ever find ***?'
I
decided instantly on a little shock therapy. 'No!' I said very
emphatically.
'Why
not,' he responded, 'I thought that was the product you were pushing.'
I
let him get five steps from the classroom door and then called out,
'Tommy!
I don't think you'll ever find Him, but I am absolutely
certain
that He will find you!' He shrugged a little and left my class
and
my life.
I
felt slightly disappointed at the thought that he had missed my
clever
line -- He will find you! At least I thought it was clever.
Later
I heard that Tommy had graduated, and I was duly grateful.
Then
a sad report came. I heard that Tommy had terminal cancer.
Before
I could search him out, he came to see me. When he walked into
my
office, his body was very badly wasted and the long hair had all
fallen
out as a result of chemotherapy. But his eyes were bright and
his
voice was firm, for the first time, I believe. 'Tommy, I've thought
about
you so often; I hear you are sick,' I blurted out.
'Oh,
yes, very sick. I have cancer in both lungs. It's a matter of weeks.'
'Can
you talk about it, Tom?' I asked. </s